BARAHA: 9 Flower
Sige lang, tumanggap ka ng dare! Ang impatience mo ang magtutulak sa iyo para kumilos ng mabuti. Magugustuhan mo ang results!
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Sa mga panahong ganito--- shet. ‘Wag niyo akong bibiruin ng ganyan.

Bukod sa pagtawa sa mga korning joke (isang talent ko na nadiskubre ko recently), being paranoid is my trademark. To be politically correct for myself, I’d like to call myself someone who “thinks too much”.

But at this point, I’d like to assert that you can’t blame me for being paranoid. You can blame me for not planning too well, and for not thinking ahead (3 steps, sabi nga ni Chris), pero naman naman--- maiintindihan niyo ako kung alam niyo ang buong kwento.

And for the first time in my life--- I chose to seal my lips. Please understand. I’m doing this so as to not incriminate myself.

Gusto kong murahin ang sarili ko ngayon. Shit naman, pare. You’ve got no balls. Hahaha. Eh papano nga naman, babae ako!

Tsk. Seriously now. I’m all freaked out.

Am I going to follow my instincts? Or not? Will I make a move? Or will I keep standing still?

Watda.

Kala ko ba friends lang kami…